life and death

owh well, im using my brother's mac again.
coz typing using mac keyboard give me the feeling of... being... an author. or writing a journal.. even more.. hahaha.. just a mood anyways.



literary, when we speak about life... it will follow by death...
now that we live... in this world.. for instance for me.. i live in this world for 20 yrs of my life.
just think.. what have you done for the past 20 yrs?

are you ready to face death all by yourself...?

but before all that happens, we have to do something... to live. huhu.
everything in ur life has been planned by Allah..
when you were born? when is your first toothache? when is your first pain? everything...

i know i did a few silly mistakes.....
i think huhu.. as far i as i cn remember...
i haven't been a proses where i do something like so stupid in my whole life...
which i dun want to say it....
well, so far thats it.. thats what i think...

let me see, check list for myself.. ermm.. let me see...

FIRSTLY~~~~ i need to clear all the hutang~ XD

hanis(35), ana(12),shaq(satu uncang teh.. huhu), shamim(woot woot.. a lot.. XD need to pay him back somehow.. huhu)

ooowhh.. hutang hadiah not included ladies n gentlemen. hahahaha. XD

owh pls do tell me if i ever hutang u guys or something... later u carik me at akhirat... pity me.. uhuk uhuk..

SECONDLY~ ganti what so ever need to ganti, puasa.... and etc...

woot woot.. okieh.. speaking of puasa.. i need to ganti my puasa... i cant remember how many days.. =.= owh but it takes a while. XD mayb 8-9 days...

since im just sitting at home... PLUS~~~~~ if i ever want to go out with my frens... i save money on FOOD~ hahaha.. gud gud. XD

mayb a bit tiring.. but owh well, kl always rainy these days.. uhuk uhuk. =p

insyaAllahh...=)

not forget about other stuff.... studies, friendship, all the responsibilities.. as a normal human...

you know, while im taking my bath... i keep on thinking.... how about a free tuition for the unfortunates kids? i really want to do it.. but ahaks.. until f3 students.. i guess i can help... =P

isn't it fun... =)

plus if u have a "geng" to commit it.. at least my holidays ain't a waste...

XD

well, after all these years... mayb we're gonna live 60-70 years old..

imagine when we're dead... we stay there.. maybe even more longer when we're alive..

dats y time is short... live to the fullest... dgn landasan Allah.

i want to be a human being.

i want to be a gud daughter.

i want to be a gud sister.

i want to be a gud wife.

i want to be a gud friend.

i want to a gud student.

insyaAllah...

but the only question is, will i ever feel it all?

bbuut....

love you. ♥