im so sick of love songs!

no idea why i put that tittle.. just randomly put the tittle.. =D
well.. i hvn't blog.... for a long time.. coz not in da mood for blogging~
a lot of things happened. not actually all thats bothers my mood n all.
just this one problem.
that seems can be solved but people's attitude wont help it to solve.
its a long story.. n dun want to liberate it here. becoz its kinda our problem. n im trying to kept it to myself n my peeps who knows.
to people who knows this particular prob. this is wat i think about dis whole thing. to person who dunno. gomen! dun wori... i will end up dis personal life... im just hate to talk bout stuff i mean, this kind of stuff. problems.. coz i just dun want to make such a big fuss. but this cant hold any longer~
my opinion bout this is...
a simple things can be such a complex probs to solve. at first i am sad bout this stuff. den after reading it back the mesej. it is so childish~ jealousy on top of that.
i guess so.. she just want me to be like this.
dis letter when i was in penang~ my fren gave it to me.. nice hand writing! this was when i'm 10yrs old XD
dis is her attitude rite now... yeahh..
if a true fren, dis simply things can be solve. n forgive.
mayb it is my fault for not telling dem im goin to shah alam. but understanding~ n mature is the important thing~
well.. i hv other frens that hv the "SAME INTEREST" with me...
at least they are the people i can share.. n know my feelings better den someone who i thought would know bout me better.
well im 18 n can think rationally bout whats my life n all..

but if this things... she make a fuss.. i dunno how she can survive with the real world.... more back stabbers n traitor out there.... well its not my business.. mayb she can handle it by herself.
what im tryin to say is... im not asking her to think like an adult.. since.. we still hv long way to go~ but at least be a little mature bout this stuff
like i said.. we're 18. not 8 yrs old... we can think..or use our brain cells properly.
u know... i just dun want to think more bout dis...
nothing else to say...
what i can do now is just live my life to the fullest!
=D i'll update more later~~
cheerrsss~!