Before I start....

Well, it 2016 now. Where another 4 years to go, the vision of 2020.. it seems to be fading away.. hahahah you know what i mean. But nevertheless we must continue our life... the life must goes on.. oh yeah. Random babbling at this time. For time being, I don't have anything to do at the office, so maybe random thoughts in my mind should be written in this blog. I miss this blog to be honest. hahaha. Revisit my previous post, then I came across this one interesting post regarding to marriage.

This post was 7 years ago? dang I felt old when mentioning like this. You know, at this time famous posting tag questions. Maybe at Facebook or still MySpace era. I don't know which one.
Look at my visi and misi when I was 19 years old? I have reach my goals. hahaha Married at 25, to whom I actually would not even think of marrying with. Like to be honest, I've known my husband less than 6 months, decide to get married.. engaged 1 year.. so yeah.. Compare from the rest was like couple almost 1-2 years.. end up kapot.. gone.. nothing happen. hahahah.. If ada jodoh then go on lahh... Allah knows the best..And of course, I didn't get a husband looks like Siwon or Yunho... I got anak mami lah haaii~ hahahaha.. Anak Mami Peranakan Penang with Amoi Jepun mana sesat. nice combo huh? :p
Well, yeah. Marrying is one part.. to get know them after marriage is another part. To be honest with you, It is challenging. There are some part you don't fancy about your partner.. But you need to compromise. As for me, I need to be patient, less emotional... but it is hard for me not to be emotional. That's in my genes~~~~   Another week will be the 4th month together. I can say, a lot of things I need to do so I can adapt to it. But anything, you gotta work for it.

Speaking of marrying for 4 months, another question people kept on asking was, "Are you pregnant?"
At first it was okay to really receiving all this type of questions. But now, I was a bit... meh... people expect married terus dapat baby is it? Okay fine, they are people like that... but yeah..  Now, I felt the pressure. All I can give is a very unpleasant smile towards them. I know my mum wanted to have grandchildren. If my husband mother kept on asking, which hmm.. I really don't know what to say. Just pray one fine day, the time will come. Who doesn't want to have children of their own? I also wanted to have my own baby... wondering how will the baby looks like.. more like the father or me? hihihiihihi. Well InsyaAllah. Oneday... but sometimes it felt like burden you know. Sometimes my mind was like, what? Kylie Jenner Pregnant so easily meh? I'm still waiting.. huhuhu.. She doesn't even married and yet... so easy one.. same goes to some people.. especially I watch this Jeremy Kyle Show... SO confusing with their attitude. i don't know, so complicated to explained it here. huhuhu .. hmm.. One day I will have one InsyaAllah... :)
Only problem is how to answer people with their "SOALAN CEPU EMAS". nyahhah


Well, enough my ranting babbling about my life right. Got some work to do now.... when i'm free, can share a bit more whats going on...

Toodles.
Salam