Let me update something, Currently I'm at work. but no work because i quit my job. Well, things really not what you expected. Kids, just don't wish to grow up so fast. Be kids while you can. because sometimes, adults still have high school drama. Like really, true story. So, wishing for the best for me.
There's a lot of things i learn in my life. Kesabaran sgt penting, be selfish. Which in this context, be selfish I mean not being mean to people or what. Just make sure you're happy first. Then you make anyone else happy. If you're not happy with yourself, nothing gonna be as what you plan. It depends who you are. Like for me, i'm very very very reserved sometimes. When the time comes for me to burst, KA BA BOOM~! I'm not that outspoken type. SO, i think i need to brush up that skills. Things you think is not right, immediately... I REPEAT immediately just tell what you feel. I will do that in the future. One of part of life you need to have, to survive in this mean world. And don't expect people to like you. Just be prepare to receive back stab or etc.
Another topic want to talk, marriage. Erm... the culture way makes marriage so complicated. You just have to be...... calm... but in the end, sure kelam kabut jugak.. like me right now. Serabut i tell you....Because in my small family, i'm the first one... so hmm... ask for my auntie and cousins help... maybe can but don't put the hopes too high. Lucky the package i got is bloody hell cheap... well, consider cheap. hahaha still a lot amount of money... if my dad is still around, things would be a lil bit different. but lets not talk about that. Again kesabaran pun perlu in this context, when you got a partner who is..... well like typical guy. TYPICAL TYPICAL guy. hahahah. you get what i mean. cakap elok elok... itu pun kalau register dalam otak dia... huhu.. but stil, he is a nice guy. all of this is just the beginning.
Time flies so fast, that i don't feel like i'm 25 years old... seriously.... and i can't believe myself getting married. erm.. i think it shud be the same.. only you have another person next to your bed..... still... SERIOUSLY... is not that i'm scared of commitment or anything.. hmm... well, everything happen for a reason. I've date a few person.. and i thought he is the one.. but tup tup... i'm getting married with different person! XD
Allah knws better. erm..
Mark the dates! 12/12/2015! muah muah peeps!
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