apart of me

alrite alrite.
my day, sucks.
damn its my fault dat i didn't pay my attention during the class...
but if i even concentrate.... i dun even understand.. since she's just read back what's on the slide. hmhm.
but owh well,
i nvr felt sooooo STUPID in my whole life.
damn..
mayb this is the 1st time im gonna repeat my paper.
huhu

owh well, its the past... so u can't do anything...

now im craving for ice cream....

haishh..

let me tell you guys sumthing,
there are moments that i've been thru like hell,
n no one knows,
becoz im not the person who just simply tell sumone about my problems...

so i kinda suffer a lot...
with the surrounding, which i said im not dat happy.
with my bz life. tired. with meetings meetings n meetings....
@_@

i cried a lot.. n NO ONE knows.
not no one... but.. i usually cry alone.
i there are one point of im thinking of death?
but i dun want to die becoz im not married yet!
hahahaha... bgs je alasan tuh.. =P
plus of coz... im scared of allah, im sure im going to hell.. n azab kubur lagi... haishh
na'uzibillah..

im reliazed dat, mayb im undergoing depression?
until my mum said "ko x ceria mcm dulu lagi... cube ko jd mcm dulu..."

it makes me wondering for a while, am i diffierent those days?
huhu..
plus mim does open my eyes, in certain things.

sometimes..... there are stuff that i want to write here... but i think....
nvm lah... i would just write sumwhere else...
huhu

becoz actually, there's a hell lots i want to tell.. but simpan sendiri sudeh...

shamim is my victim.. buahahahha..
n syamimi...

name nk dekat eje kn? XD


alrite lah.. enough of the bebelan...

luv you guys,

<3