meaningful life.

u just wondering whats gonna happen next?

of coz u dunno.

n things happened to fast.

as u grow up. simply things cn be complicated. or is it only me make it complicated?

this is wat we call EGO~

im a normal human being.

okieh. to tell u the truth. its hard for me to say IM SORRY in person..

but deep inside me i know i feel guilty.

i let the past go... and make like nothing happens..

i dunno my behaviour will make people sad.

if i continue doing this.... people will hate me.

lucky i have frens dat cn tell wat's wrong with me. at least it makes me realized.

but i know later i eventually forgot.

n some stuff i did... dat makes people awkward. im sorry dear.

i've change ever since i've meet him.

is it him to be blame? is it becoz of him i've change.

i wish i could do sumthing to change it.