18?

i just cant keep it to myself nemore...
i need to express it somehow....

hahahha..
i know mayb its sounds silly but....
IM SO LONELY~
*sigh*

i've just notice, people surround me are so happy with their guys.
is not dat im desperate for a guy..
but somehow.. every guy i couple...
i nvr really like.... really serious with them...
like.. really said i luv ya n etc.
mayb becoz dat im shy....
or other words...
i dun understand a real RELATIONSHIP really meant.

yup2
there's this one time... i think that no one would actually really love me??
mayb yes mayb not...
i know im still young n all.

just hoping dat my 'future' bf would teach me the real meaning of relantionship...
mayb not now..
hmhm.

gubu!

tata