well... while i taked my bath~ suddenly something popped up.. FRIENDS.
u know i have a problem with my best fren. i dunno whether its me taking it as a problem.. or them.
neways... after i have a argument with Amira(bkn nama sebenar XD)
u know i send.. this long sms.. n all.. telling her dis n dat...
i dunno its actually hurting someone else, Siti(juga bkn nama sebenar XD)
My best fren, Jae(for some people would know who is this.. haha ) somehow asked her..
why she didnt want to talk with me... n its a shocking news... "Why is Amira so important? Why she have to do like that? then who am i?" something like that.... not exactly the same words and sentence.. but i think what she meant was like dat...
will obviously its between me and amira... i dunno it will hurt her....
after the incident.... all of us ignore each other... but b4 dat.. siti did send me a bday wish... which im so happy.. i dun have the credit to reply...
well, this one day.... somehow... jae,amira n siti went out together........ the 3 of them... but jae invited me.. at that time.. it was last minute call... i couldn't just say okie... n money elek....
n amira n siti didn't know she's invited me too... so.. obviously.. they don't want me....
n its gonna be an awkward situation... which i dun like it.....
but somehow.. it still hurt me.. u know.. that they would actually can erase me from them.... we always together in skool dat... i dunno whether they still remember me or something.... maybe its my fault in the 1st place to decide to ignore them... but in my heart there's still hope...
i dunno whether they have the same feelings as i am...
u know... eventho i still have jae.. but sometime i felt like.... im alone when they are actually happy together..
i still have alia, qila n all....
but still... it feel is incomplete... whenever i saw siti's drawing dat she gave it to me.... is she still mean it.. the words she wrote at the back of the picture?
This is for one of my most true fren of all. Thank you for being one. lap u very much.
dats what i want to express myself... i couldn't bare it anymore....
- listening to Epik High - One
- aigoo.. very kena lah dis song....
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