letter to mama~

hey guys...
i just sit here.. n wondering wat my future looks like...
so den..
i decide to "write" a letter to my mum...
about my choice... u know.. if i ever get through da auditionn...

here it goes!

Dear Mama,
I've been thinking a lot about my life and future and I'm thinking A LOT about it. First, I want to say that I love you so much and I'm so grateful to have a mother like you, supporting and always crack a joke and makes me laugh. You always there for me. You're more than a mother to me, but you're my angel.^^ I want to tell you that, if i ever get the offer to SM company, I really want to go. I know you want me to further my studies. I will further my studies no matter what and I already think of my studies while I'm in training there. I know it's hard but why other people can do it but not me? Any path would be difficult and that's the key to success. This is a chance that I can't let it go mama. Like you said before, if the children want to do what they like, you should let them do it, right? I'm hoping that you agree the path i choose. Well, I'm thinking of study that related to my interest, studio engineering!
I'm gonna work hard MAMA! I wont let you down. ALLAH knows how badly i want this. I hope you understand.

luv your daughter yang degil ^^
Emilia

SO... what do you guys think? hahahaha.. i'm being emo a bit.. but who cares.. im really good at talking.. because.. everytime i planned to say~ i wont work... it turns out wrong and bad happens.. hahahah~
well, thats all! chow guys!